Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam !!!
Sharing with you the wonderful experience placed below of Mr. Priyatam Chavan who was in the same group when I had attended the Phala Deeksha during 21st to 27th February 2005......
Enjoy his experience......
Lots of Love
Best of Grace
Forever at the Divine Lotus Feet of Sri Amma Bhagavan
I attended the Mukti Yagna held during 21st Feb 2005 to 27th Feb 2005. Honestly, I was quite skeptical before coming to Verdyapalam. I was carrying a lot of confusion and conflicts in my mind. We went to Nemam first, and took Amma's darshan, For an unknown reason, tears just rolled out when I saw Amma for the first time. After coming to Verdyapalam, I was quite impressed to see the premises. You really feel at peace when you reach here. I was also very much impressed with the humbleness of all sevaks and dasajis. I decided to give my maximum efforts to complete this experiment. Despite of all the confusion I had in my mind, I decided to give it an honest try. Next four days I went on the excursion.....as I understand know, It was my journey to explore myself......journey to travel inwards. Here comes the highlilights :
1. Sanskar shuddhi ; It's one of the best processes you went through during the process. All the inbuilt stresses and negativities which get manifested on your body over the years. You can really feel it.
2. "Mauna " (in silence) - Dasaji's were always telling to keep "Mauna" They were very much helpful. Thanks to the comfort level that they have been able to develop, because of which we could ask any sort of questions. During the discourses, dasaji, always used to tell - try to look within. You will find out the answer within - sooner or letter. Pray to God, if you find it difficult to find out the answer. Sometimes you will have to wait for a longer time, but I have realized that you get your answer. I got answers to many questions when I was going through the process. I have a very good example to share. Ever since I came came to Vardyapalam, I could see a Big Green coloured snake in my dreams , and even I could see him many times when ever I used to close my eyes. I was never frightened of this snake. I could see it moving quietly in the grass. I was quite curious, why this is happening. On third day since I could not resist myself, I asked about it to dasaji. She told me to perform a "Manas Puja " of Shivji and this snake. During the very next break, I went to the dormitory, lied down in "Shavasana" and visualized that I am performing a pooja of the Shivlinga. I also visualized this particular Green snake and offered the pooja and milk etc. to him. Suddenly I could see 500-600 black cobras and snakes coming toward me in very fast speed. Surprisingly, I was very calm, and was not frightened at all. The snakes approached me, and bit me on every part of my body. Even in that stage I was surprised that I was very much at peace, and despite of so many snakes biting me, it did not hurt me at all !!!! After biting me all across my body, the snakes went away with the same speed as they arrived. I could see Bhagwan, who spread his hand over my body (around 1 feet away from my body ) I could see a layer of air in golden colour. I thought that it is some kind of medicine that bhagwan has applied on my body, so that I could not suffer from the biting of those poisonous snakes. Feeling very much relaxed, I got up after some time. I was feeling very nice that I got some answer to why I could see the green colored snake. But again, this nice experience, left me with one more question in my mind.The question was, why it did not hurt me at all when I was being bitten by so many snakes ???? Why I was not at all frightened at all when I saw theses mane snakes approaching towards me as if they want to take revenge on me ????? This time, I decided not to discuss this with anybody, and to try to find out answer by myself. ( By following Mauna.) As suggested initially by Dasaji, I prayed to Bhagwan, to help me with the answer to this new question. Next day afternoon, when I was laying down, suddenly , I do not know how......I was not frightened ,it never hurt when the snakes were biting me, because actually, they had come to suck the poison from my body, and not to bite me. It's really amazing to know the amount of poison that I was carrying in my Body, Mind and Soul. ( In various forms........) Lately I discovered that it would not have been possible without Bhagwan's grace. The journey is getting more and more interesting day by day. You get a different view to look at yourself and towards the world around you. Friends, please let me share the wonderful experience I had during Phala Diksha. It's a very special process you go through, when you attend this Yagna. On that particular day, I was feeling very nervous since morning. Many negative thoughts were coming to my mind. I was feeling very bad that despite of being at such a sacred place, why am I getting such a dirty thoughts, why such things are coming in front of eyes even when I don't want to visualize them ???? I really felt very much ashamed and I was feeling very bad. I approached dasaji and explained my problem to them. They asked me to sit in front row, and assured me that they will pray for me. As per their instruction I sat in the front row. The meditation was started. Suddenly, we could feel the chage in the vibrations at that particular place. All the negative thoughts were just vanished !!!!!!! My mind was filled with a very different emotion. Even before getting the charan paduka's to the prayer hall, I started crying for some unknown reason. When the charan padukas arrived many people among us could not resist the tears. I was not crying because I was unhappy. Not at all, I really do not know, why was I crying. After a while, we were asked to close our eyes, and I was given "Anugraha"...... after a while, I saw Ganesji..........I could not believe this. I had never expected this. I was so happy............could not stop crying. After a while I realized that I should stop crying and welcome God, myself and my wife, we performed charan puja of Bhagawan, to our surprise, I could see Hanumanji beside Ganeshji !!!!!!!! We prayed to him also. When Hanumaanji was there Parbhu Ram Chandra was also there, together with Seeta and Laksmana. I was very much pleased to "Saptshrugi Mata " standing there also !!!!!!!! Hinglaj Mata also was there . She was riding on a lion. I could see Lakshmi mata and Saraswati mata also. It's not possible to express my feelings at that moment. When I turned around, I could see all my family members together with myself and my wife. I was very much happy !!!!!!!! I could see my beloved Grand Father with us !!!!!!!!( Actually my grand father is no more with us. He passed away in 1977. I was 4 years old at that time ) My Grand Mother, My parents, My Brother and Sisters, all my cousins were there, Then I invited all my friend and colleges. Then I invited all the people from all across the globe. To my Surprise I also saw my Aunt ( who passed away 12 years back !!!!!!!) I was also very much pleased to see Amitabh Bachchan and Jaya Bachchan who were there to attend the pooja. After that I could see a cow, I invited all the animals and creatures on the earth, for the pooja. I also invited all the bacterias, also. I though that even the bad things should get an opportunity to attend this pooja, and prayed that if they are doing something wrong, they should realize it immediately and should get transformed !!!!!!!!!!!! We did Abhiseka to Ganeshji. Offered the "Navedya" to him. My mother had wife had prepared some good dishes which gods liked and appreciated very much. All of us chanted the "Ganapati Atharvashishya " and then performed the "Aarti." It was really very good to see that all the Gods blessed all of us. My whole body was could feel the vibrations. It was a very pleasant experience. From bottom of my heart I thank Amma Bhagwan for their Grace. This is one of the very few life time experiences I had so far!!!!!!!! Thank you Amma Bhagwan , and thank you dasaji. It would not have been possible without your support. Also I am thankful to Chkravatrhy Uncle Aunty, Mrs. Nalini Gujar (my aunt ) and my Mother, because of whom I went to attend this Yagna. Friends, I would suggest you definitely to use this opportunity, and attend this Yagna at One ness university. It's a journey towards self realization, it initiates the process to understand the meaning of life. They teach you very simple and basic things which are forgotten in today's world. These things are very much vital to survive in a meaningful way. They make you realize, that you should respect your parents. You should set all you relations right. They make you realize the importance of the "Internal Integrity " It's a lot of transformation process which no university / course is offering today ! It's about your moral and spiritual growth !!!!!!! Most important thing you get is the "Anugraha - THE GRACE !!!!!!!!" You get an insight....... I would request all of you to use this opportunity !!!!!!! You have to experience it to feel it !!!!!!!!!! Come here and give it an Honest try !!!!!!!!
You seldom get an opportunity to form a bond with God ..................
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